Woke up this morning, thinking my phrase "what if?" What if tomorrow be the last time I talk to you becuz of the text Im gonna send? I think you being there & me coming to talk to you is why I stay so attached. But you not being there is kinda...idk awkward for me. Even though we don't talk as much, I still don't forget about you. I mean, your always there somewhere in my mind. Guess i'll have to get over that huh? The feeling between me & you probably isn't even neutral. I have a feeling that your just being nice & not telling me what's on your mind. I really do respect that. Maybe I was wrong for keeping it too real to you. Maybe I should have hid the way I felt from the beginning...