I should have known better. The signs were really there, I just ignored the hell out of them. Well I didnt ignore them, it was more like I didnt accept them. I didn't accept them becuz I thought you would never do anything like that, but I believe you said it right when you said I didn't know you huh? It kills me inside to know that I couldn't maintain a good friendship with you, & that you just didnt really say anything. I some of my time thinking about you, when at the end of the day, idk if you ever really cared. Maybe, maybe I was just there you know. Maybe I was wrong for opening up to you...to anyone. I always end up getting hurt, but this hurts the most becuz I actually tried to work on this. But I was alone...