Sunday, August 21, 2011

Pieces Of Me

Since last year, I always told you I loved you but yet I was in denial about one thing. I've be wrong on so many levels. I say, I would do anything to really make you happen when the whole time I lied. Ephinanies, humph I rarely have them, but when I do it's something major. Tonight I happened to have one when I woke up. Reality sat in that I've waited too long to notice shit that's really been sitting infront of my face. I finally noticed why the wishing, hoping, & praying didn't go no further than the roof of this apartment. I was wishing on something that I know now can't happen. So...#Confession1 you & TF make an awesome couple. I see you guys getting married & actually having a happy life together. ((That was hard to say)). Okay, #Confession2 I'm ready to stick in the friends zone. True enough I have learned to control my feelings...but I relaspe sometimes. #Confession3 I still don't know how to text you after all this time yo. Just don't know how to swallow my pride & be like "Hey" or whaassup. What if there is some animosity...hell it's already been lost unnecessary time that I wasted not texting you. Since April to be exact. So since I actually got my thoughts together...why can't I put them in action? #MarcoChilds OUT !!!

Pieces Of Me

Since last year, I always told you I loved you but yet I was in denial about one thing. I've be wrong on so many levels. I say, I would do anything to really make you happen when the whole time I lied. Ephinanies, humph I rarely have them, but when I do it's something major. Tonight I happened to have one when I woke up. Reality sat in that I've waited too long to notice shit that's really been sitting infront of my face. I finally noticed why the wishing, hoping, & praying didn't go no further than the roof of this apartment. I was wishing on something that I know now can't happen. So...#Confession1 you & TF make ab awesome couple. I see you guys getting married & actually having a happy life together. ((That was hard to say)). Okay, #Confession2 I'm ready to stick in the friends zone. True enough I have learned to control my feelings...but I relaspe sometimes. #Confession3 I still don't know how to text you after all this time yo. Just don't know how to swallow my pride & be like "Hey" or whaassup. What if there is some animosity...hell it's already been lost unnecessary time that I wasted not texting you. Since April to be exact. So since I actually got my thoughts together...why can't I put them in action? #MarcoChilds OUT !!!