Good morning peeps! Starting my new chapter in life! Going thru the #DoinME phase. Gotta keep on my grind and not let anything/anyone phase me. Yeah it does seem a lil selfish but who gives a damn. Im slowly changing into my alter ego Marco. I express myself freely with no regrets, no matter consequences and peoples feelings. And guess what, NO MORE TEARS SHED #POW lmao! Im getting myself ready for the new year and bringing in with a BANG. I made new friends this year and hopefully they still be here, if not, oh well! 2011 is gonna be my stress free and breakthrough year. Keeping my prorities first, or at least I'll try. Got a list of goals, but only my friend HB know and thats about it ya dig?!?! Lmao! Anyways, Imma start blogging more so be prepared for some crazy shit from me lol! Until then this is #CruciallyMarco and Im OUT!

You ask me why I said I mean what I say to you most of the time? Im not gonna lie to you, I have issues with getting close to ppl. I mean, I feel as if I get to close to you, one day your gonna find someone new and up and leave. As much as I want you to stay, I cant make you. If I told you Im going nowhere, chances are Im not gonna go. You say you care about me, but do you care enough to stay in the run with me. Im not perfect, not gonna potray like I am. All I ask is for you to come with me on this journey called LIFE. Just hang in their with me. I cant make you, but maybe I can convince you. #2crucial

Good morning ppl! Couldnt sleep for nothing last nite. Everytime I tried, I end up waking up crying. I played ''Long Way Down'' by Keyshia Cole most of the nite. The thought of them probably not talking to me again kinda hurt, but I was concluding. I was actually scared to tweet them this morning, or even text them. It just seem like an awkward moment, and I dont want it to be. The guilt is making my head hurt. I wanna help, but is it my place to? I just wanna help them get over their issues, not asking them to be the perfect person, but I wanna take some of that stress off them. Tears are actually filling my eyes while Im typing this blog. I just want closure, #thatsit. I loving being around them, cuz I kinda sorta know how they are. They just go thru alot of bullshit and are hurt to the point it bothers me sometimes. Even though they tell me not to care so much, I cant help it. And I swear this song totally relates to us. Lol! Back to my serious moment, I really just need closure. If I didnt care about you, I really would not have stayed for 6 whole months. You know I can actually see them attempting to get over their ex's, it just take time which I am willing to stay and wait. Until later, this has been #2crucia

Tonite I think I made a mistake. I think I hurt someone that I really care about. I didnt mean to, I really thought I was helping. Intense conversations can lead to many tears and deep feelings being can occur, which happened tonite. I just wish that I could take it back, but I can't. I cried tonite, which usually don't happen to me. I guess cause I got my emotions and love mixed in for them too deep. I really care alot and hate to see them get hurt by anyone. I just wanna avoid this whole dilema, but it still sits here haunting me. My only thought is, do they still care for me? Regardless to how they feel, Im still gonna love them. I believe that I have a purpose in their life, and I believe it is to show them what love is and show them that someone really cares about them. If they are reading this, I truly apologize and hope we can get past this. I just wanted to help you. In the words of Keyshia ''When I said I was through with love, there you were, saying that you saw my SOS'' and thats what I was trying to do. #MuchLove #2crucial