You know, hmm, I am maturing alot. On Valentines day I told HB how I been feeling lately. We had a somewhat deep conversation, but I honestly think it didn't do any good. I mean I will always have a plave for him in my heart, but I see it as there is no hope for us. We don't talk as much & when we finally do, our convos be short. I really wouldn't mind working it out, but yeah I can't do it alone. A wish person once told me if you love something you got to let it go, & if it comes back then it means so much more. So I'm going to stand in the background...yeah I will always be here, but I wont come out until he's ready start going back to what use to be...