I'm not gonna lie, taking a break from you is actually hard. I keep telling myself I can do it, but deep down I had my feeling wrapped up. Thinking I could try to make something work was an epic fail on my part. I see us drifting apart but I have yet to do anything about it tho. I mean, I can't do it alone. I just miss them days where we would tweet morning to night, text most of the day away, & tell each other somewhat everything. I know you have a boyfriend, & I wish you nothing but happiness. Ha, tears coming down my face while I type this blog but whatever. I never knew I cared so much about you & quite frankly I always will. But even as I wait, Imma say you will always be a good dude HB. #2crucial