Im doing pretty good today. Surrounded by the love & support of my family helps me recover fast. Last night was actually hectic. When I woke up, my phone rung HB ringtone. Im like wow, things happen for a reason huh? I didn't go to sleep until 3 just listening to music & thinking. I got to come home today so Im happy about that. I shouldn't push myself to that point anymore. I was thinking about texting him tonite, but ayee, who says he's to answer. I feel us kinda drifting apart but he says that Im special so Im taking his word. If its meant to work then ayee, thats what I gotta go by even tho I would like it to. I don't like adressing my feeling much. I feel there isn't a reason to. I should really start tho.