So after waiting 1 month, I texted H.B. today. No reply...It disappointed me but i'll survive. I cried for a minute but eventually the tears stop falling. I really wasn't intend for us to fall out. Maybe becuz I'm busy, or I dont text him often, or maybe its just the leave of absences that was eventually meant to be. Maybe the trip to Philly should be cancelled since I circled around seeing him. Im tired of being hurt tho. Shielding back up...