I feel good today. You know, after everything I put myself thru, each tear, each heartache, I still manage to be myself. In the mist of it all, I smile. Sitting up here listening to Kirk Franklin made me realize that I have been missing something in my life. No its not a person, not a material item, but God. Yeah, I believe in him but I haven't prayed in a while. Thats why it seemed like my life was catching hell. When in reality, it was a thinkman of my imagination. Im not gonna give up, cuz I look so much better when I smile. Im finally crying, not becuz Im sad, but becuz I learned a lesson & it was worth it. Also becuz Im finally happy with myself & hopefully I can keep this going for myself.