Hmph. Not gonna lie, it cross my mind what could have been. My life, I have every material thing that is avaliable. Spoiled rotten, but yet it dont mean shit cuz I dont have you. I guess Imma have to settle for someone else. They said patience is what gets you what you want. Im so use to shit being handed over to me that I really cant deal with anything different. This is one thing that can't be handed to me. This is one vertue that I have to learn from. I can take us being friends, its the part of being more that gets me. I'll always have a place for you...but I have to let you be happy with him while I, well I just live on & see what happens.