Good morning peeps! Starting my new chapter in life! Going thru the #DoinME phase. Gotta keep on my grind and not let anything/anyone phase me. Yeah it does seem a lil selfish but who gives a damn. Im slowly changing into my alter ego Marco. I express myself freely with no regrets, no matter consequences and peoples feelings. And guess what, NO MORE TEARS SHED #POW lmao! Im getting myself ready for the new year and bringing in with a BANG. I made new friends this year and hopefully they still be here, if not, oh well! 2011 is gonna be my stress free and breakthrough year. Keeping my prorities first, or at least I'll try. Got a list of goals, but only my friend HB know and thats about it ya dig?!?! Lmao! Anyways, Imma start blogging more so be prepared for some crazy shit from me lol! Until then this is #CruciallyMarco and Im OUT!

You ask me why I said I mean what I say to you most of the time? Im not gonna lie to you, I have issues with getting close to ppl. I mean, I feel as if I get to close to you, one day your gonna find someone new and up and leave. As much as I want you to stay, I cant make you. If I told you Im going nowhere, chances are Im not gonna go. You say you care about me, but do you care enough to stay in the run with me. Im not perfect, not gonna potray like I am. All I ask is for you to come with me on this journey called LIFE. Just hang in their with me. I cant make you, but maybe I can convince you. #2crucial

Good morning ppl! Couldnt sleep for nothing last nite. Everytime I tried, I end up waking up crying. I played ''Long Way Down'' by Keyshia Cole most of the nite. The thought of them probably not talking to me again kinda hurt, but I was concluding. I was actually scared to tweet them this morning, or even text them. It just seem like an awkward moment, and I dont want it to be. The guilt is making my head hurt. I wanna help, but is it my place to? I just wanna help them get over their issues, not asking them to be the perfect person, but I wanna take some of that stress off them. Tears are actually filling my eyes while Im typing this blog. I just want closure, #thatsit. I loving being around them, cuz I kinda sorta know how they are. They just go thru alot of bullshit and are hurt to the point it bothers me sometimes. Even though they tell me not to care so much, I cant help it. And I swear this song totally relates to us. Lol! Back to my serious moment, I really just need closure. If I didnt care about you, I really would not have stayed for 6 whole months. You know I can actually see them attempting to get over their ex's, it just take time which I am willing to stay and wait. Until later, this has been #2crucia

Tonite I think I made a mistake. I think I hurt someone that I really care about. I didnt mean to, I really thought I was helping. Intense conversations can lead to many tears and deep feelings being can occur, which happened tonite. I just wish that I could take it back, but I can't. I cried tonite, which usually don't happen to me. I guess cause I got my emotions and love mixed in for them too deep. I really care alot and hate to see them get hurt by anyone. I just wanna avoid this whole dilema, but it still sits here haunting me. My only thought is, do they still care for me? Regardless to how they feel, Im still gonna love them. I believe that I have a purpose in their life, and I believe it is to show them what love is and show them that someone really cares about them. If they are reading this, I truly apologize and hope we can get past this. I just wanted to help you. In the words of Keyshia ''When I said I was through with love, there you were, saying that you saw my SOS'' and thats what I was trying to do. #MuchLove #2crucial

The 2_crucial Forum: Lil Kim and Nicki Beef

The 2_crucial Forum: Lil Kim and Nicki Beef: "Wassup ppl! So as you all may know, Nicki Minaj (The Pink Barbie) and Lil Kim (The Original Barbie) have recently been having beef. Now wo..."

Lil Kim and Nicki Beef

Wassup ppl! So as you all may know, Nicki Minaj (The Pink Barbie)  and Lil Kim (The Original Barbie)  have recently been having beef. Now word around twitter is that Nicki was dissing Kim in song "Romans Revenge" (avaliable on Pink Friday). Now that is a bunch of bull. The feud started between the late Original Barbie and The Pink Barbie in June 2010 when the self-proclaimed “original Barbie” called in to Kendra G’s radio show on Philadelphia’s “Philly 100.3 the Beat” to discuss the beef brewing between herself and the Young Money femcee. Kim told Kendra that she only wanted one thing from Nicki and this whole beef could have been avoided. During the phone call, Kim said “All females that come in the game, we need to stick together but what happens is they come in the game and realize that I’m not going away and my fans are still here and that they can’t just step over me. Then they kind of like get upset and they don’t want to be my friend anymore. I think that that’s really childish, you know. All I ask for is respect and I show you the same respect and that you pay homage at the end of the day. A lot of things go on behind the scenes that a lot of people don’t know about and it will be aired out because you can’t hide the truth..."

Recently The Pink Barbie, Nicki, released her debut album "Pink Friday" on November 19, 2010. It is said after that when the cd was released that Lil Kim became pissed because of the whole beef. Due to the controversy going down on twitter, the situation has gotten way outta hand. Lil Kim, being the baddest in the land, had to release her diss about Nicki Minaj entitled "Black Friday". In my opinion, I believe this is a publicity stunt. I mean look at the time frame now, Nicki releases Pink Friday, the beef gets worse when Lil Kim release her diss. Quite frankly I like both of the women , because if you state the facts, Kim did make a foundation for Nicki. But the hip hop world is full of mysteries so, WHO KNOWS!